FEEL - MCMILLIN embargoed until MAY 1, 2026
ARTIST QUOTE:
This song was written in the midst of great uncertainty in my life. The shows I was playing in Nashville were in short supply and my bills kept piling higher. Couple that with a divided nation in rapid decline and you get a lot of contemplation and sad walks around the neighborhood. One day I found an old song demo about my life changing at age 18 that I never released. The hook wasn’t strong so I found the instrumental and sang “I just don’t know how to feel” over it almost instinctually.
This was one of the first songs I had written and over six months and it fell out of my brain and on to the page like it was nothing. It was like unclogging a drain. Here I was almost 10 years later rewriting this song that felt more true than it ever did before.
ABOUT THE SONG:
McMillin’s new single “FEEL” captures something a lot of people are wrestling with right now: the desire to feel, the instinct to put up walls, and the uncertainty of how to process it all. He leans into that tension with vulnerability, delivering it in a way that feels both honest and refreshingly new.
The track opens with the sound of a tape clicking on, a subtle touch of nostalgia that contrasts beautifully with the polished, modern production. Blending pop synths with a live drum feel, the
sound mirrors the emotional push and pull at the heart of the song.
With his voice front and center, McMillin lets the weight of the lyrics speak for itself: “I know that none of this is my fault / But someone had to build these inner walls / I know I hide behind them like a shield / But lately I just don’t know how to feel / It may seem like I don’t care / But you know the devils in the details / A world with no emotion isn’t real / But lately I just don’t know how to feel”
You can hear the strain and self-awareness in every line. About the song, McMillin states, “This song was written in the midst of great uncertainty in my life. The shows I was playing in Nashville were in short supply and my bills kept piling higher. Couple that with a divided nation in rapid decline and you get a lot of contemplation and sad walks around the neighborhood. One day I found an old song demo about my life changing at age 18 that I never released. The hook wasn’t strong so I found the instrumental and sang ‘I just don’t know how to feel’ over it almost instinctually.”
The result feels like a personal diary entry brought to life. At a time when so many are searching for emotional clarity, “FEEL” offers a raw, intimate window into that struggle
LYRICS:
A heart so apathetic tried so hard to understand it
when she kisses me it lays there perfectly still
Your solitary Mission breaking down
The Inhibition and pouring over me before these roses wilt
Indifference and strange absence of light
Still color in the pages Of my life
I know that none of this is my fault
But someone had to Build these inner walls
I know I Hide behind them like a shield
But lately I just don’t know how to feel
It may seem like I don’t care
But You know the Devils in the details
A world with no emotion isn’t real
But lately I just don’t know how to feel
Then it Came down “is This is it?”
So passed the point of giving a shit
Instead of making love it’s “make it quick”
“Don’t waste your time on what you can’t fix”
Life is a dream, a reciprocal show
Like it looks on a screen, how it feels so remote
Like a lukewarm drink, Neither hot or cold
How can I possibly love in a place Where
Indifference and strange absence of light
Still color in the pages Of my life
I know that none of this is my fault
But someone had to Build these inner walls
I know I Hide behind them like a shield
But lately I just don’t know how to feel
It may seem like I don’t care
But You know the Devils in the details
A world with no emotion isn’t real
But lately I just don’t know how to feel
Baby I just don’t know how to feel
And out of all the lovers that have tried
You’re still the only one who’s given me butterflies
I know that none of this is my fault
But someone had to Build these inner walls
I know I Hide behind them like a shield
But lately I just don’t know how to feel
It may seem like I don’t care
But You know the Devils in the details
A world with no emotion isn’t real
But lately I just don’t know how to feel
Baby I just don’t know how to feel
ARTIST BIOGRAPHY:
McMillin’s career is an unapologetic collision of raw energy and personal truth, where each song pushes boundaries and leaves an undeniable mark. His sound doesn’t play by anyone’s rules, blending the ferocity of modern rock with a touch of punk’s restless energy. From introspective, soul-baring lyrics to riffs that hit with an almost tangible weight, his music is a testament to a journey filled with turmoil, reflection, and relentless creativity.
Featured in EarMilk and other major media outlets, McMillin’s artistry has made waves in the music world, carving out a space where authenticity is non-negotiable. But his musical influence extends far beyond his solo work. In Space Radio and Ratilla, two globally celebrated cover bands based in Nashville, TN, McMillin’s signature guitar work and vocals bring a depth and edge that set these groups apart. They don’t just play cover songs — they make them their own. McMillin’s contribution to these bands transcends the role of a mere performer; his sound shapes the essence of what makes these groups unforgettable. His recent singles have been featured on major editorial playlists such as Apple Music New in Rock and New in Alternative, and Live Nation's Ones to Watch playlist.
In addition, McMillin’s presence in The Stallions, the band fronted by The Voice alum and Alzheimer's research advocate Jay Allen, elevates the group to new heights. As a pivotal member, his guitar and harmonies cut through the noise, adding complexity and energy that fuel every show. He’s not just playing alongside the band — he’s breathing life into it, ensuring each performance becomes an event, something uniquely his, while contributing to the group's collective identity. The band has been seen commanding crowds at Whiskey Jam and packed venues across the country, establishing themselves as one of the most electrifying acts in their genre.
McMillin's live performances are a force of nature, having graced the stages of iconic Nashville venues like EXIT/IN, The End, and Eastside Bowl. He commands attention, whether in a packed venue or in the studio, bringing a presence that is impossible to ignore. This relentless drive and commitment to doing something that matters has solidified his place as one of the most captivating new voices in Nashville.
CONTACT:
PRESS: gabbi@publicitynationpr.com / jill@publicitynationpr.com
WEBSITE: officialmcmillin.com
Written by McMillin
Production by Frank Toncar/McMillin
Mastered by Aristides Sepulveda
Distribution by Heart Songs Music Group/Soulspazm
